دانلود آهنگ By myself از Linkin Park

What do I do to ignore them behind me? Do I follow my instincts blindly? Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? Do I sit here and try to stand it? Or do I try to catch them red-handed? Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness? Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness? Because I can t hold on when I m stretched so thin I make the right moves but I m lost within I put on my daily façade but then I just end up getting hurt again By myself myself I ask why But in my mind I find I can t rely on myself Myself I ask why But in my mind I find I can t rely on myself I can t hold on To what I want when I m stretched so thin It s all too much to take in I can t hold on To anything watching everything spin With thoughts of failure sinking in If I turn my back I m defenseless And to go blindly seems senseless If I hide my pride and let it all go on Then they ll take from me til everything is gone If I let them go I ll be outdone But if I try to catch them I ll be outrun If I m killed by the questions like a cancer Then I ll be buried in the silence of the answer By myself myself I ask why But in my mind I find I can t rely on myself Myself I ask why But in my mind I find I can t rely on myself I can t hold on To what I want when I m stretched so thin It s all too much to take in I can t hold on To anything watching everything spin With thoughts of failure sinking in How do you think I ve lost so much? I m so afraid that I m out of touch How do you expect I will know what to do? When all I know is what you tell me to Don t you know I can t tell you how to make it go No matter what I do how hard I try I can t seem to convince myself why I m stuck on the outside Don t you know I can t tell you how to make it go No matter what I do how hard I try I can t seem to convince myself why I m stuck on the outside I can t hold on To what I want when I m stretched so thin It s all too much to take in I can t hold on To anything watching everything spin With thoughts of failure sinking in I can t hold on To what I want when I m stretched so thin It s all too much to take in I can t hold on To anything watching everything spin With thoughts of failure sinking